What if ...

What if....
one day ur kid been diagnosed to have 'little monster' in their body ....
even thinking of it enough to make my heart beat faster ....
seriusly i never had though, what if something like that happen to me ...
would i be strong enough to go thru all of it ?
No word can explain ...

Ya Allah,
make Her a strong mama to handle this ...
I m praying for the 1st report to be just a mistake ...

Let the hard works and sacrifice be paid off ....

I love what im doing rite now, i just love everything bout my research, but ..the fact that i still cannot complete my thesis, make me not in the love condition..waaaa..the more i write, ....the more i want to write,

i dont expect perfection, just want to present the best ..

and those jumping figures, layout here and there just driving me insane!!, pls figures dont move, stick to the place where i put u, it s not the time of jumping and hopping ... ideas ooo ideas pls come out more when the sun is out there,dont wait till midnite ...onegaiiii

let the hard works years behind be paid off before end of this year....

BB sitting

Date: 15th March 2010
`we` bb sitted irdina and irfan for a few hours as untie nana need to settle something at LHDN...
hehehe, best dpt gomol irfan..
irfan cried at 1st, which made mama..glurp....wat if he cries all day long ..waaaa..
but then soon he discover the stairs... hehehehe...(sorry for the poor caption)

gud boy behaved soo well, and he sleept when it come to his nap time...senang nyer jaga anak awak nana! ..len kali antar lagi ek

damia enjoying bb sitting irfan


conflick of interest at the 1st 1 hour..heheh

1st wallet of the year

Just want to share,
i have recently bought a lovely coach wallet,



got it from bagskaki,
u can compare the price with other seller
definately suggest this to all coach-lover,

planning to sell some of my pre-loved coach hbags, coz im thinking of having a new one!

En. Hsbn`s Birthday

Date: 17th March 2010

Its en. hsbn 31st birthday, (uu..the 3 series add another siries at the back)
hepi birthday dear, thou we ve been fighting alot all this days, i m trying to make it less day by day ...(am i am i? ...hohoh)

it have been ... (dun remember how many years) quite some times, since i last bought him a present, coz im economically not able to do so,

since this year, got some extra money from the allowance (heheh), my hands felt itchy to find something for him, beside i do love shopping for presents....

As i said in my previous entry, yes i did quite a damage to my acc. to buy this adorable seiko watch, he had a few watches ( he love watches), but none from seiko yet, so this would be his 1st.

At night went to Zanmai Shushi, Sunway Piramid on birthday`s Boy treat..hahaha,
no cake this year, coz we just had cake session on our anniversary

BEAUTIFUL BLOGGER AWARD FROM cik nana
I know that i dont deserved this award, but, tak pedulik! nak jugak ..
this would be my 1st awards, i take it as an honour from u
ARIGATOU!!!

Antara pra-syarat untuk ambik award ni ialah:-

1) Thank and link the person that gave you the award.

2)Pass this award onto 15 blogger you're recently discovered and think are fantastic.

Nana,( the rest ..will think later)


3)Contact said blogs and let them know they've won the award.


4. State 7 things about yourself...
im trying harder to be a gud wife, mama, doter, friend, human being,

7th Anniversarry

Date: 14th March 2010, Sunday

For the 1st time we celebrate our anniversary outside the box,
En. Hsbn booked a hotel at Bukit Merah Lake Town Resort, the nearest that we could go from here.
went there on saturday, after attending Zidah`s wedding at Kulim and stop by at seberang jaya for our lovely strawberry shortcake, baked by kak Linda, the talented cake artist. I adore the art that she created on every piece of her work,fyi this cake is made from fresh cream, means it need to be keep cool, .......but....
there s no more fridge to keep it cool when we have to check out from hotel at 12pm,...so....
we had no choice but to left the unfinished cake in car to have lunch and had our family potret done (the outcome is the one u see on top of this blog),
so we end up with a melting strawberry shortcake in a car

see there s some spoilt area at the left side of the cake, ... i was screaming at damia n danish went they were soo in anxiety to see the cake, just afraid that they will spoil it, it turn out, i was the one who finally did it..shame on u mama..
Lesson 1: dont ever scream to ur kid, it s the kids nature to become over excited on everything, in fact giving them words explaining why they shouldnt touch the cake would be the better choice,
btw spoilling the cake a little bit doesnt change a bite of the taste .. so be cool .. (how i wish i could be a little bit patient when dealing with them)
Lesson 2:relax n cool....

hmm... nothing much that can be say,the pictures were better in telling story than me, u know im not a wordy person....welcome to my more-pic-less-words blog ..hehe

the breakfast:

Damia...she claimed of not feeling well the day before, so she missed her vital years class again that week, .. and thanks to the magic-medicine-bukit merah, the next day Damia was a healthy+smilling+like a model-wannabe-Damia heading to pulau org utan ..huh.( sabar ..mama)

Orang utan... here we come

meet the bb org utan in nursery..

damia & danish enjoying the pool at the hotel ; no waterpark this time, why?: 1.time constraints and

2. i think for their age this type of water playing is more than enough, will plan a waterpark holiday in future when they get a bit older.

i-city

made a plan with cik nana to have a night outting at i-city, we plan to meet down there at 830, but it eventually turn out ...
At 830, we were still having out ayam penyet at the curve,

OMG we have late!

and to added the worst of being late, the traffic waas so bad went we arrived there

and, finally, we safely arrived with cik nana still patiently waiting for us there with unpreferable-condition-irfan + berkaki ayam ...hahah (jgn marah!)

LOVE u cik nana for being soo patient ...muah muah

okey, done with the excuses,
so now enjoy the pictures taken..the lights flashed me back the moment when i was in kobe, its kind of light festival called Luminarie that we (the malaysian students) wouldnt miss every year, done somewhere in december.... it was done since 1995 as a memory of the hanshin earthquake on that year...ooo i miss kobe soo much..

Craving for C6H12O6!!

Been craving so much for sweets lately, i dun care if i have to cut my main meals calories, as long as i can replace it with sweets, sugar, cakes, tart, cheese, donuts..bla..bla and all kinds of those irresistable temptation of (C6H12O6)n
PMS, PMS u re driving me crazy

Dont she look gorgeous!

this is one of the device that i ve used for characterization.
dont she look gorgeous, or..should i say handsome?...gorgeous ?..kakkoii?
pls ..pls ..do give me great results for my thesis writing..(praying)

and, so must u mr sample (inside the chamber)

Clean me up!!

..that is wat she would say, if she could talk ..
it have been a while sinc last i gave her a shower and cleanup,
yes, i am a messy owner, always had trouble to maintain the tidiness of my 'sweet little blue'

The biggest losser asia

David from Indonesia won the Biggest losser,
but sorry to say, i think he look soo unhealthy skinny.
He surely The Biggest losser..he lost more than 1/2 of his previous body,
but not the Fittest ..it give bad impression of the real meaning of lossing weight and getting healthy
Love the all combine handsome- fit- healthy- Carlo more ..wink*wink*

The good looking fit Carlo


Skinny David


Tepuk dada tanya selera, u know who s the REAL WINNER


short note: the grand finale wasnt like GRAND finale at all!!, everything except Sarimah look so cheap, everything seems soo wrong, menci!

Let it be our secret

pic from en google

Just bought something that cost fortune to me for En. Hsbn birthday.
Grrr... just couldnt help myself from buying that `so-handsome-thing`,
shuuuu...let it be scret between us..hahahha,
(i know en.hsbn is not reading my blog)

Go green

try to be a little bit greeny by buying this chiller bag, actually bought 1 already before, but not the chiller type.
was it me trying to be greeny or its just the ordinary reason given by a shopaholic..hahaha
hope to use more of this bag in the future instead of using plastic bag
lets go green!

email hacking

have u ever open ur email n its full of sent items and fail-delivery emails
and the weird part is that, u have never sent those emails!
is this wat we call email hacking?

Conference @ short trip to Langkawi

These were actually pictures taken Dec last year 2009.
Wish we could go again with the kids, coz they will surely love the place
This entry is just to remind me, that we need to go back there ..

I want THIS!!!!

Gud bye & Hello

Gud bye my beloved Miss Sassari... u ve been serving me soo well all these days, ..one of the most comfort pair ever...i ve decided that i need a new pair, but it doesnt mean that i hate u ..u know how i love u ....just though that u need a little rest ..look how comot ive make u into ...


So ... here s my new pair, not that expensive as u Miss Sassari, but Miss Primavera do promise me she ll make me look more matured, elegant and most important thing:taller oso ...hehehe, do serve me well ya! u do add some shine to my blog Miss Prim